hmmm.
today is an EXTREMELY boring day.
but i choose to stay home to show that i am a good girl. (teehee)
well, i dont wanna be going out everyday of the week.
so guess what i did today..?!
.when i woke up this morning
.i had an unplesant shock.
.that i kept squirming in bed.
.i really wanted to explain and defend myself.
.but i dont want you to think that i've jump to conclusions.
.actually if i wanted to use a substitute, it would be so easy.
.but i dont want and i cannot.
.thats why i insist, this time its different.
.it is special and it means alot.
.especially with relentless praying.
.but it hurts so much to know that it is only one sided.
.not like others, its two sided.
.im pathethic sometimes. haha
i plucked spinach, mopped the floor, read 8 chapters of HP(again).!
oh ya, and cooked soup.!
well, a reason why i like to go out is becuase
1. i wont dwell in loneliness and keep pondering about it
2. i wont die of boredom
3. i can catch up with friends!
4. work starts next week.
but i decided not to go out today,
cos my next week schedule is really horrible.
every night also go home late.
i havent tell my dad yet.
ahahahahah.
anyway, so many updates.
so proud of myself.
wait till work start. im sure it'll be like one post a week.
so ppl reading, you ppl better appreciate this. LOL.
well, im going to gek poh later to continue sourcing for presents.
i know, some ppl must be wondering.
where in the world and what on earth is gek poh.
hahaha. it is a neighbourhood mall.
and dk is accompanying me since we both stay so near gek poh. HAAS.
although i think he still wants to go vivo. ><
把爱收进胸前左边口袋
最后的疼爱是手放开
