HELLO PEOPLE.!
im so sorry for the lack of updates.
really occupied by work now cos i go find things to do!
open my heart what does it mean to open my heart.?
how do you open up your heart again amidst disappointments, betrayals and all things that
cause you to have a close heart, a gurded heart, a heart that refuse to share, refuse to melt.?
the only way is to know that there is a God who loves me unconditionally, who pursues me, who moulds me, who cares for me, who helps me piece back together, who is my source of strength, who supports me, who embraces me.
who does every single thing to spur me to let me know He loves me so much, so much more.
and also,
Ezekiel 11:19 [NLT]
'And I will give them singleness of heart and put a new spirit within them. I will take away their stony, stubborn heart and give them a tender, responsive heart.'all of us have a RESPONSIVE heart.
i can only say so much, let God touch yours.
anyway, yesterday i was feeling lonely again (it always hits at night). ):
then i read Psalms 142
David was in a cave while he wrote it.
IN A CAVE.! can you imagine.?
darkness, solitary, nothing to do, nothing to hold on to, nothing to aim for.
EXACT FEELINGS.
Psalms 142:4-5
'I look for someone to come and help me, but no one gives me a passing thought!
No one will help me; no one cares a bit what happens to me.
Then I pray to you, O Lord. I say, “You are my place of refuge.
You are all I really want in life.'well, at that point i was "own" by God.
He knows how i feel, without me saying.
and He shows clearly exactly what i gotta and need to do.
in this season,
God keeps showing me the similarities between King David and I.
and i am astounded.
open my heart,
i want to be closer to You.